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My neighbour pulled the plug on my washingmachine mid-cycle, causing me to have an anxious morning thinking it was broken. I wish I had the curage to ring his doorbell and express my anger.

medical, obesity 

The good and scary news of the day is that my weight loss surgery will happen in october or november.

Hey. Just wanted to mention that it's my birthday. Enjoy your day if you read this.

was chatting with a stranger and having a really good time. But after 3 days of chatting and a minor misunderstanding, he accused me of being a bot... he said: 'it's a nice cover for a bot to claim that it's autistic'

Chronic pain, exercise 

It frustrates me that years after the accident, it's still harder to walk 500 meters than to cycle 10 kilometer, but it makes me proud that I did both of those things today.

Every now and then I overcome enough anxiety to actually post a toot, but most of my toots, including replies to others, get written, but never posted.

My language student thought my birthday already happened (it's the end of this month) and he, his wife and 2 kids surprised me with singing and a present.

medical, family 

I just called my mom with the news. And the negative comments I feared, were not there. So that actually went well.

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medical, family 

I got diagnosed with diabetes this morning, and I'm scared to tell my family, espacially my mom, because they're going to be like 'well, it's your own fault for being overweight..'.

I told my mom something private last week, that I wasn't even ready yet to share with my sisters. But, they found out anyway, my mom told them.

bicyce repair guy: so you have a coupon for me to look at your bicycle for only 30 euro, that's cheap! Me: (just being honest) Well, for me that's still a lot of money, but I guess you're right.
And then he gave me 10 euro extra discount, on top of my coupon!

Found a new oven with a big discount online and it just got delivered. It looks exacly the same as my old one. The discount was because of the small dent on the right side, and scratches I can't even find. I'm happy with it!

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My therapist emailed me today that our therapy can continue. She didn't give details on how they solved it.

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apperently my therapy alread used up the minutes my insurance is willing to cover. (they decide on an amount each year, without knowing how many patients there'll be). So it's likely they have to stop treating all their patients with this particular insurance.

Have the ingredients for several oven dishes in the refrigirator, and a oven that died this morning. So far my latest attempt of healthy eating.

anxiety, phonecall, doctor, weight 

I did the scary thing I procrastinated on for more than a week. I made a doctors apointement to discuss my weight. Now I actually have to go there tomorrow morning, that's even more scary.

Sleep paralyses, mention of praying 

Does anyone here how to wake up from sleep paralyses? Yesterday I was full aware that I was unable to move. I wanted to wake up, but I had no idea how to do that. I prayed, and that actually worked, but I have no idea if that's a repeatable strategy. I get this a few tmes a year, and I'd like to be better prepared next time.

New profile picture is the candle I made today.

Chronic fatigue 

I'm still paying heavily for the spontaneous sleepover + eurovision watching I had last weekend. Even reading is too exhausting.

My neighbour is nice, but very physical. 3 kisses om my cheek coming and going, an arm around my shoulder when I told him I'm lonely. And sitting next to me on the couch close enough for accidental touch. Aside from that it was a nice visit. He did most of the talking. We talked about addiction, loneliness and family issues. Very deep for a first meeting. (He lives here since 8 months, but we never talked before today.)

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