How do I know my desire to flee and dismiss discomforts in “church” is my soul’s fighting for truth God prepared eons before I was a glimmer in my parents eye? How do I know I am not dodging the difficult burden of modern Christianity? How do I ask my wife of 8 yrs to consider leaving the church her dad pastors to escape division knowing it will alter our relationship? How do I entertain freedom from the very thing that initiated it in the first place? How do YOU know? Any help?
@Bookout_jay You don't. You are stepping out into the unknown, which might be to a new and better life or it might be leaving the comfort of your Father's house like the prodigal son. But if it's the latter, the door won't close.