@JessieGinger like, I don’t think they’ll kick me out of the band if I was, but it could make stuff weird.
I asked for the reason the question came up in the first place, and I didn’t really like the answer.
@JessieGinger last one.
It’s not like I came out as Trans, and I am out to one guy already. I already told one of the others I was done with the church.
As far as the extent of my honesty went, I don’t know if I believe in god anymore. I’m probably agnostic. Idk. But that doesn’t matter.
I feel nauseous.
@JessieGinger and then I opened my big mouth and told most of the truth.
Hey everyone. I don’t like asking for help, but I’ve got to get the window that was smashed in replaced on my car and it’s going to run me almost $300. If you can spare anything, that would really really help.
@JessieGinger like, my entire transition so far, and then some, was documented in there. Experiences that I won’t be able to recount the same way, the things I was feeling or dealing with.
Does anyone else get super emotional about conflicts you have in a dream?
My day can start off completely ruined because of a dream, and I’m so annoyed that I get so caught up in them. But at the same time, I love the stories that they tell and even when they upset me, it’s interesting to see what my mind puts me through.
I also had a dream about wanting to enlist last night. I’m still not over that whole phase of my life, but at the same time I still really don’t want to do that.
I’m still mad at the people who told me that I shouldn’t enlist though. Not because I think that they were wrong, but because they just didn’t want me to pursue any of my dreams. They’re part of the reason I haven’t finished school, and don’t have nearly as many friends in my life as I used to.
Feeling a little overwhelmed. Almost got hit by a lady who wasn’t paying attention while trying to get into a parking lot to grab coffee. Saw some other stupid drivers almost cause accidents running red lights.
I shouldn’t be working today. But I am because a coworker decided he didn’t want to work this morning and so I have to cover his shift. He’s fucked me over so many times this last year, I don’t know why he hasn’t been let go.
So I’ve got a date on Sunday, and I’m pretty excited about it. But I’m worried, because I’m still really nervous to downright scared to go out as myself in regular public places. The place I live in is just conservative enough that I’m genuinely worried about being harassed in public.
So if I go out as myself, I risk that.
But if I go out in boy-mode, I feel like it will make it difficult for my date to get to know the me I’m trying to be.
(Closeted) Trans gal doing things. It is incredibly hard to stay hydrated.
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