This is the song I've composed most recently as of this toot, and It makes me feel a lot of stuff since I put a lot of feels into it, but I always feel like I want to make music more interesting or better some how. HEADPHONES RECOMMENDED https://youtu.be/nXSY_fnzwNY
The grapevine never ceases to produce whispers, just as I expected people whom I have not told about my faith change have heard because of my marriage ending. Thanks to everyone here whose been supportive. @OpenMoose @craigscottroberts @Krismsheedy @rebekahcrabs @markjperkins @conrad @sound If my faith community decides they can't have someone spreading other ideas of God then at least I have you guys. 🤞 🤞
You are deserving of love
You deserve shelter and food
You deserve all the riches of the world can provide
You deserve warmth and comfort
You deserve peace
You deserve rest
You deserve laughter
You deserve tears
You deserve beauty and wonder
You deserve all good things, even when no good things are in site (..cont)
I told my pastor that I'm not a theist tonight. I didn't think he would "toss me on the street corner" but its nice to know that I'm still loved. My marriage is still kind of hanging in the balance though... I am to the point where I just want to know where we stand so I can live life accordingly.
"As human beings, our job in life is to help people realize how rare and valuable each one of us really is, that each of us has something that no one else has - or ever will have - something inside that is unique to all time. It's our job to encourage each other to discover that uniqueness and to provide ways of developing its expression." - Fred Rogers
autism and social acceptance Show more
(2/2) Now I'm wondering if my self help journey this year might be moot because of it? If any of you #autistic people out there would mind sharing some of your experience with personal growth and how it relates to what people think of you I would appreciate it!
autism and social acceptance Show more
Some thing that I've been thinking about recently is that, for the first time I'm taking the New Years resolution thing seriously, but not like "I'm going to the gym" or something, but to become a more whole person, which hopefully trickles down into more people liking me.(I totes have an insecurity about this.) I've also been wondering if maybe being on the spectrum would explain some things about me. (1/2)
@mike I’m sure you’ve heard of superfluids before but I just found out about them and I couldn’t take the chance that you already know to not tell you about them BECAUSE THEY PHASE THROUGH THEIR CONTAINERS.
“My view does not presume “we” are “real” or “simulated” - It does not exclude or include any view of an afterlife” pg. 149 of THIS
This section got me curious as to how you perceive Mikes hyper-dimensional travels. In breakthrough stories we often presume the ego to be “dead”. Yet there is still an “I” that experienced traveling through temporal dimensions and relaying information with other “beings”. Are those stories any less real than the story of Mike?
Negative emotions Show more
When I feel bad or sad I often become paralyzed... I kind of wish it wasn’t like this so I could at least get something done or experience life also.
Hey you! Yes, you! The one reading this toot.
You are amazing. I hope you have a great day.
That is all.
e(x)vangelicism, duck dynasty Show more
Pardon the ‘conspiracy theory’ nature of this...
What do you think about the idea of christianity (in some form) being deliberately used to distract people? Religion peddled as a subversive, subservient arm of capitalism? Not all christianity, but I’m curious if it has been repurposed for political control in some cases.
A ludicrous example is this healthcare discussion that was entirely deflected on account of faith.
Gender Show more
Today at work I saw someone that I could not distinguish as male or female. Then, looking at someone I thought as a woman, I thought “Why project something onto them? If I don’t know them why assume and instead just treat them like what they are? Human.”
Never woulds, god, drugs, sex Show more
I used to say that I would never have premarital sex, do drugs, or forsake god. I know there are many other things I said similarly and have since broken. I’ve learnedit’s okay that things change and nothing is permanent. What are some of your never woulds? #qotd