And Killed Him (A Poem)
On days when
The sky and the sea
Are different colors
I'm left wondering
If the God who loves me
And smote my uncle
Are different people

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Ceramics (A Poem) 

So I am publishing a book of poetry on my journey with Mental Illness (primarily psychosis) in a little over a month. If you'd like regular updates join my mailing list! gmail.us20.list-manage.com/sub

Suicide 

I found a retreat center a little over an hour away where I can go pray for the day!

I live in the middle of nowhere (less than 2k in my town). I really want to find a good Christian woman to mentor me, but the church I'm going to is not the best fit for me and I can't picture it having the right mentor. Still, there's no better option. Any advice?

Just started to listen to the liturgists but honestly it reminds me a lot of the podcasts I listen to for work on therapy. (That's a good thing!)

The Liturgists

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