Abortion; angry enneagram 9
Whenever a woman bravely shares a heartbreaking story of why she needed to get a late term abortion or how she was denied a late term abortion, I get SO FUCKING LIVID when I see people in the comment sections saying “sorry this happened to you but abortion is murder and everyone who supports this is going to hell.” Like, fuck right on off. Especially the people who use that manipulative religious talk. It’s traumatic as fuck.
Playing around with Mastadon, looking at some guides, etc. My only wish is that we could designate posts as instance-only. I realized, after sharing some raw feelings last night, it went out to the wider-Fediverse as well. That obviously wasn’t my intent. I think this will be an ongoing issue with #theliturgists and Mastadon. We tend to get raw and real pretty quick, and I doubt any of us really wants to broadcast it to the world.
I just deactivated my Facebook. Thanks @mike. That may be a little sarcastic, haha. We’ll see. It’s hard to full on DELETE and say goodbye to all of those photos. You know? But I deactivated, and we’ll see how it goes.
Mastodon/the Liturgists than put this on my wife and kids. That’s why I’m really posting. To protect them and not drink myself into oblivion. So there you have it. Goodnight everyone!
And all of this seems so petty compared to what other people go through. Nobody died. I get it. In the scheme of things, this is nothing. But man... I really could just go disappear right now and I’m pretty sure nobody would give a damn. What do you do when everything feels so aimless and without hope? Pray? Please. Pray to what. Remember what hope felt like? Those were the days. Damn, tomorrow all of this is going to seem really embarrassing but I’d rather lay it on the strangers of...
I just had one of those days that drives you to drink or to drive off a bridge. Granted, I’ve had a few at this point, so take it fwiw I suppose. I work in a high-pressure industry, which I’m usually fine with, but today right now, I’m not. I feel like I suck. I feel like I suck at leadership and at people management and at sales and all the rest. I feel trapped with no way out. I know this is a temporary feeling and I’ll be better after a few days, but man.... right now it’s all I got.
I have no idea what I’m doing.
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