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who trained me. The liturgists was my lifeline at the time, but it definitely derailed my Christian faith journey...in a good and very much needed way! I started going to a new church without my family to do my de/recontruction safely. I don't know if I call myself a Christian right now, but I am still engaging with a very healthy Christian community, continuing the conversations, and exploring other practices that are calling my heart. 2/

Grew up in a Hispanic Christian Baptist family (with some Jewish orthodox teachings as well, that's a long story though). I soft started my deconstruction around the end of my high school years and went vegan around the same time. My hardcore deconstruction started my sophmore year of college. It was a year into leading in YoungLife and feeling like I was not living authentically. Ironically I found out about the liturgists from the YL Podcast that was hosted by the person 1/

I just watched the chasing happiness documentary and now I’m in love with Kevin Jonas and pop music

does anyone else have baby shark stuck in their head??

I am tired of teaching sunday school

I have to be at church in an hour and I'm still in my pajamas in my kitchen

Why do churches and ministries care so much about growing attendance numbers?

To update on this, I actually ate and journaled and cried, so all is good in the hood #takecareofyofeelings

I still don’t like Jonathan

Currently ignoring my hunger and doing the social media loop to avoid some kind of feeling, hmmmmm

Saddest thing I heard today was that one of my curly-haired girls has to wear a wig to cheerlead because all the cheerleaders need to be blonde