I am stunned by how sad I still am. I wept in the bathroom at my church & was found by 2 friends who wept too.
I didn't know her. She was my first guiding light, and I followed her work for 10 years. Met her several times, but we weren't friends. I feel guilty for grieving so intensely when I know folks like @mike are in mourning for their actual friend.
If anyone out there is struggling today, I'm over here in Alabama, with you.